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i feel really bad right now, i tried to make everything right but i never can, i just end up screwing things up even more but.. i personally attacked someone, i didnt even realise it, and im so sorry, really, im not the kind of person that would do that. really, im usually nice. i

Dear Ben, You may have to get Tena to show you this, cos you dont have a livejournal anywho i am genuinely sorry about what i said Blaine explained to me how what i said was really bad and i felt so damn guilty i just want you to forgive me, because you know that i am actually a nice person with a good heart, i suppose it was just in the wrong place that day. I know i cut you real deep and wounds like that dont just heal but i hope it will. I hear you made friends with my mate Abby, and you blocked me online (which is understandable) so ive been trying to contact you through her but you dont listen. This is stupid and pathetic but completely genuine. so just unblock me or something. I hope you will comment on this Ben.

no one else had to read that message, but i bet you did anyway.

Soooo, now for the actual entry, school finished at 10.15am obn Friday, it is now Sunday so tomorrow is my first day of the proper summer holidays!! yay! my cat likes to hide in boxes with the other one and they have fights right now, one is in the box and the other is ontop on the lid so it cant get out. it is getting angry, and there was an earthquake this evening it was groovy. I also went to the new Paknsave yesterday the setting out is exactly the same as the Tamatea one only the aisles are like.. three times as long! And there is an asian foodmarket type aisle with GRass Jelly and the wonderful, uncanny food creations that only asians can come up with! We bought some jelly drinks, fortune cookies, and these weird coffee flavoured lollies, i wanted to buy some of the canned Grass jelly but mom wasnt too keen on the idea! oh yeah and the queues were insane! We were waiting for about half an hour just to buy oure asian foodstuffs. But that was okay, cos we were taling and making jokes and shit about a birdman (??) dont ask!



Thats him there, we were saying that he lives in the vents that are on the roof near the check outs we were kinda scaring ourselves because we like, convinced ourselves that he was actually there and watching with his horrible birdy eyes! Oh we were also mesmerised by the digital price tags and there were these asain foodstuffs that were pretty expensive so me and nick were like, pushing down on the price tags and you know how that screws them up well we were saying 'ill show you $2.76!' and they would go all blurry for a while. it was awesome. But they charge you for bags. i think thats all from me right now. you never know, i might update tomorrow and if no one comments i wont because its no use if no one else is reading it. and i love getting comments so...



THANKS

i changed my journal layout.
it was about time.
i cant believe i ever got into 'going out' its so pointless
i decided that that if you think your ready to go out then your ready to
date somebody then your ready to be commited and get married hahaha
gay dating is pathetic.

i got a new user pic.
i stole it.

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Dark and cut short.
Clothes:	As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:	Control over the weather
Special Features:	Fangs
Sidekick:	Small fluffy animal that talks...usually too much.
Attitude:	Cold and quiet.
Weapon:	Power glove
Quiz created with MemeGen!

..this would be an interesting almost awesome character to draw.. im going to draw it and scan it and the post it in here til then..

peace.

i went to the show in the weekend it was fun i got a show bag that had a barbie magazine in it i read the magazine and did one of the activities in it where you had to fill in the spaces, ill put stars around what i put in.. heres what i came up with:
Once upon a time there was a rabbit named *Bunion*.
He lived in a *sparkley* place that was filled with *pink* things, including *straws.
The Rabbit was over *1000* years old and people were amazed by his *laservision*.
He was *fat* and *old* and loved all is *pants*.
He was famous in *ethiopia* for his special talent of *jumping*.
You couldn't miss him because he was always *jumping.
He *cried* a lot because he didnt like *red-blooded* people.
When easter came around he would *cry* and yell out, *"im cool!!"* to let everyone know that he was *cool*.
He even cooked his special *fishcorn*, and the aroma would *whizz* through the *hedge*.
It brought *10523* *streetkids* to his house.
The rabbit would simply *slam* the door and smile.
He *yelled* at everyone, and wanted to share his *kicks in the head*.


Awesome huh? ahaha someone else when you comment please fill in the story with ur own words or something,
it will make me happy, if u cant? i understand :)

<3lots of love Rebecca (i wish i had a really long name)

here's a proper update.

Today i definitely woke up with joy when my Dad came running down the hallway flung my door open and exclaimed "Becca, wake up theres no school today.. COME AND SEE WHY!!" a little confused and excited at the same time for various reasons i got up immediately and tried to turn on the light.. it didnt glow.
so i opened my curtains and saw what looked like a river in the middle of the street!
Hold on a minute....since when was there a river in the middle on our street??
i ran outside in my pajamas, it was crazy! there were people kayaking down our street!! i went back inside thinking, call the fire depot.! call Nana! call my friends! tell them all!
after getting over the flood, i rang james and told him about it (after ringing my friends and them telling me all about the dramatic mornings they had) ahaha he told me i have to dress up as a pirate and go outside and act like one too.. so i did. with nick. and ben.

wow it was so fun, but you know what they say.. 'tis all fun and games until someone gets a nail lodged in their foot!' yeh i kicked a fence plank.. kinda when i was walking the plank but the plank was like.. stuck to me! i was confused so i pulled a away fastly so that i came unstuck and then i discovered it was a rusty nail that my foot got attacked by, but i couldnt feel it because the water was so cold and numbed my feet, therefore it didnt hurt. it was honestly the best feeling it was so awesome.

ill update about the rest tomorrow

byebye
_<3LoveBecca

im updating....
_love becca  <3

join it join gogogogo its dying so help pleeease just go to the link above, read the instructions and obey.. obey!! OBEY!!!!

i went on a really fun snow camp
i meet many new people, some more significant than others
we went to the snow and even though we didnt go skiing or snowboarding
i still found it soo much fun..
i talked to james and got to know him
i already knew that he was cool but i didnt know he was 'the james'
and now i do.
i discovered quite a bit and bent a few pieces to make them fit.
when i confirmed that he was majesticpumkin i was all excited
and yay im going to frimley park with him tomorrow funnn

i met a few other people like.. wanganui kids
but they were kinda annoying with their..
usher
chinggy
and fitty cent
allll week matt had no other music.. nothing good!
so i made the best for others by playing the piano w007!!1
i love playing the pianO.

we also went to the ac bars and to someplace with holes full of mud and steam that smelt bad
i didnt see the point of going to that place
oh yes and we went to see shark tale which was rather boring
but there was one guy in it 'crazy joe' he was soo cool i want a toothbrush with him on it!
(ahah thin and bumpy)

and on the bus home i was really tired and kinda couldnt wait to get home
but i dont mind bus trips when lots people you know are with you yes..

you can ask me questions by commenting or just tell me you care and read this

_<3 BeCcA

If LJ Was a High School by Karen_Walker
Username
Principal	xbleakxautumnx
Lunch Lady	at_least_i_know
Head Cheerleader	majesticpumkin
Quarterback	orlisavestheday
Prom Queen	abby_emo
Gang Member	mybledtears
Band Geek	hollaword
Theatre Geek	at_least_i_know
Chess Club Captain	orlisavestheday
Loner Goth Kid	xbleakxautumnx
Class Clown	abby_emo
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lol my brother is the Lunch lady and James is the Head Cheerleader yup.. that would be about right!!
considering that little dance he did ahaha shake it , shake it, shake that healthy butt!

The other day me and Nick (at_least_i_know)  were talking about..
when we were tiny childeren.. the games we played, the programmes we
watched and the things we did.... back in the day when i was a tiny
blonde kid and me and nick used to play 'the box of games'  which
was an on going game where we could be anyone and anywhere we wanted it
was soo great, hehe i remember when we played Dangermouse and nick was
aalways dangermouse and i had to be the sidekick.. the mole. this was
back in the day when we lived in wellington, and me and nick were
little rebels, cos while Power rangers was on mom banned us from
watching it cos we used to beat each other up. i remember moving away
from Wellington and saying goodbye to all my friends ahahah and the
princapal with a curly grey mullet! I remember the days i spent just
striving to be accepted by everyone, or anyone, to live upto everyone
elses standards until i met my own, lol i remember the time i was
really cold and so Abby - who is still my friend now- lended me her
cardighan ahaha thats how we made friends!    I remember
CD sounds i spent the whole night looking for my friends and the night
ended with me sitting down.. alone..crying.

and then came CTC. ohhh CTC was soo fun i remember every minute of it
especially meeting Tena and Blaine and Shaun I remember on the bus down
Ryan Jobi came along and sat next to me and i was like.. eek, ignore
him, ignore him and then he started to talk to me and i still ignored
him then i fell asleep on Shauns back. Yeah I got alot of hugs at CTC
and i reeally love hugs they make me feel warm and loved. lol something
else i remember is when Blaine went into a lingerie store and picked up
some playboy underwear, took them up to the counter and asked ' excuse
me do you have these in my size?' and the lady said sith a straight
face 'no sorry i think that is the only size  we have got.' ohhhhh
.. memories..   sometimes i wish i could re-live them and
sometimes i wish they never really happened at all.....











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'bok bok bok'  ?? Whats this supposed  to mean?

hi i did something yesterday, (rejoice for me, its a big deal!)
Yeh and it was fun, i went to Park island with my beloved dog and Abby
and we found a couple of sheets of cardboard and a large green grassy hill,
rather slippery so we decided to do something fun for once, well, in my eyes thats what it was like, so we went taboggining (or however you spell it) on the cardboard
down the hill, and i was having fun until i went down and i hardly went anywhere....wait let me reword that. the cardboard hardly went anywhere i was flung off the cardboard and rolled down teh hill and i started bleeding (",) hehehe i like it when the red water comes out!
mmmm in my dreams there is a place i go, every single time its the same, its like.... a mint green coloured building about the size of a small tool shed, and the paint of the outside walls is like, peeling off, and its half in the forest, its kinda weird,
and the person who owns the place is reeally weird too hes got a hunch back and he has a bald head and scary icy blue eyes.. im weird i wonder if this place even exists or if it was just brewed up inside my interestingly insane head. you can choose to ignore this if you want but id be more than happy to hear what your opinion on what the hell this thing could be about so if you want to.. comment

whoa i almost entered a really long entry and then i deleted it somehow..
i cant be bothered doing it again.

okay here i am, updating again, i have to catch up so ill start with saturday
on saturday i had youth group and it was fun coz it was a movie night and we saw Paycheck which if you havent seen it is an awesome movie thats kinda like.. Minority Report. (its sorta confusing). anyway i didnt know to bring like, blankets and stuff so all me and nick took was a tub of budget chocolate icecream and everyone else took these warm blankets so i got cold, soon enough jeremy moved over so nick could sit there on the comfy seats with the blankets but i was still on a dumb chair shivering
but then someone nicely suggested i lay across their feets so i did and i was really warm then with all the body heat and all it was comfy and i could even see the movie so that was great!
then after Paycheck there was a bit of extra time so we finished the night off with some good old Kung Pow,
i dont know many people who have seen that or understand it if they have seen it, but it is sooo funny, i think each person finds it funny in their own way. like me thinking it is hysterically funny how the bad dude is called betty and has an unusual hilarious voice. i also love the part with the guy selling nuts! 'Chosen One' walks up to the counter and asks for a pound of nuts and then the guy behind the counter looks like he says it but actually yells it out "thats a lot of nuts!" then when'Chosen One' leaves the dude says on his cell fone (yells) 'he just left, with nuts!!' its really funny
hell, the whole thing is funny, but i guess you have to see it to understand the humor,
kinda like the weebils thing with the 'things in disguise' song and the 'badger badger badger' song which are also very funny, but i do have a weird sense of humor.
Anyway then on sunday (yesterday) it was fathers day so i made my daddy some ambrosia pudding for breakfast, and pancakes, bacon and maple syrup for lunch (i didnt get him a present).
then Nick and I went to joshs for a thingy thing and Steevejayand Cam were there, and for dinner we had pizza from Pizza Haven cos its so much better than pizza hut with their slabs of pizza with the toppings obviously just slopped on! we had meatlovers, vegetarian (for jeremy), and hawaiian. it was great, pizza is great. we also had hot chips and juice which is always good. so that was sunday and now this is Monday (today) hmmm, i got up at 6.30 went to school at like 8.30 and i cant believe it! people still insist on asking me 'woah do you wear glasses?' everytime i reply 'yes ive had them for a while and you asked me that before' because it seems that its like an excuse to approach me.. are they scared of me?
mmmm payed for my music exam today, grade one still,
mmmm another crappy graphics lesson today
Mr hannah gets so fed up and everyone gets so negative including me
and its at the enbd of the day so by then im really tired i almost fell asleep today.
Yeh well atleast PE was good today, we did hockey and i am significantly good at hockey (as cocky as that may sound its true, its about the only sport i can play!)
yeh and i scored a goal saved two and mmm just played and really got into it.
So than i came home after school watched fairly oddparents, it is so great! and then i went to my room lay on my bed and listened to coheed and cambria, then i got changed out of my uniform blablablablah oh yeh and then i went online.
that was when i found out about the thingy in Hastings outside farmers by the fountain on the litlle stage thing and some of the bands from the rokquest are playing, yeh thanks Josh for telling me about it but i dont think that i can make it. i wish i could but i cant get a ride so yeh.
bye, anyone please comment ive been really happy about the outcome of my comments
please keep it the same ;) BYE.

today at school i swallowed some cobalt
-a metal solvent dissolved in warm water, which is poisonus-
lol ur probably gonna ask why if i leave at that.
i didnt mean too, what u think that i would intentionally
consume a poisonus solvent? no my friend claire spilt it on my pen.
i didnt know about this and thoughtlessly put the end of the pen in my mouth
ahahah it was a dumb thing to do but i did it
any way i felt really sick, and i got all dizzy.. it was weird
i dont think i was supposed to swallow that, the teacher got all worried
and told me to sit down the rest of the lesson.
other then that the lesson was really fun, we were getting all these
chemicals and with the aid of a piece of wire, put some over a bunsen
and see what colour the flame it was soo great!!
i think it was the potassium that made the flame go bright pink
and the lights were off so it looked really pretty.
oh yeh dont try this at home.
its probably not too safe.

lalalala.. today was dumb
i feel really sick.
i talk to everyone and read their journals and they all have such interesting lives they should be very happy
with it makes me want to hang with them for just one weekend atleast cos i always spend it alone..with my cat.
i really want to actually talk to someone in person again im starting to talk to myself and do really wierd things,
so please if your reading this comment and tell me what i could do, better yet invite me somewhere! please.

ahaha today i was so unbelievably happy

i felt like i went simple overnight or something.

I skipped to school

with a huge grin on my face (my cheekbones hurt)

and i was.. happy all day

im going to do some baking. now.